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a wasted year [02 Aug 2009|09:32pm]
chris is fine. hecame back friday.. just to breakup with me. im blown away, heartbroken, angry and in denial. icant believe after everything we have been through in the past year he would throw it awaylikeit was nothing. iam the dumbest person ever. I've been in theworst mood.I hate this.
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Today's Tweets... [25 Mar 2009|04:04pm]

  • 14:28 checkin out this "twitter" thing...again! #

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ABC News: Fla. Doctor Investigated in Badly Botched Abortion [06 Feb 2009|11:35pm]
this REALLY pisses me off.

ABC News: Fla. Doctor Investigated in Badly Botched Abortion

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HOME [19 Oct 2008|07:27pm]
mom started giving me a hard time so I went home with riley. Chris won't be home til midnite then he leaves at 5 so we are ok. Sucky thing is I can'
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lost [13 Oct 2008|09:35pm]
rileys asleep at moms im parked at food lion listening to am. Nightmare dont know what else to do.
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enoch [29 Sep 2008|09:03pm]
jesse from next door called and told me the dog is back temporarily. The one that bit riley. I am not happy about this. I wish we had a fence.
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mason [28 Sep 2008|10:45am]
I was watching chris out the window and mason is so scared of him he wont go near him and he cowers. This tells me i am doing the right thing.
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ugh [15 Sep 2008|06:33pm]
chris is being such a big jerk. Esp. To riley. I dont understand yesterday made me feel so much better but now... Ugh.
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school [11 Sep 2008|11:53am]
ok so im at rileys school to pick her up and thex have the dumbest system. We line up our cars and they bring the kids out to us. Dont like it!
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test [10 Sep 2008|01:04pm]
trying to post with cell phone. Ugh. How do u make it friends only?
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yuck. [25 Aug 2008|06:04am]
[ mood | aggravated ]

Ok. This is directed at the men-folk. 

Why is it so difficult to actually get the pee IN the toilet. 
I just went to use the bathroom and there is a puddle of pee in front of it. This is a common thing. 

And no, the toilet is not broken. 

If it don't reach, STAND CLOSER!!!!!!!

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HAHA! [22 Jun 2008|07:35pm]

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The good old days [19 Nov 2007|05:48am]
I've been thinking alot about high school and running and the old team and that stuff. I miss the hell out of it. God, it's been 7 years since I graduated. How did that happen? How did I go from doing the St Marys loop or stupid Mildon Hill to potty training a 2 year old and painting at my new house? Time really does fly. I remember, vividly, things like the smell of indoor track. Its sort of a combo between sweat, rubber, and vomit. I miss that smell. I remember being stupid and hating Millie Crisostomo because she was so damn fast. And now I admire her more than I could say. I remember getting to the high school the morning of the meet we found out Talia died. That was my first realization that we are mortal. I remember having a really shitty senior year, being anti social and now regretting it. What I'd give to have those days back. I remember freezing my ass off at districts. Some how it always wound up raining and REALLY cold. I remember hearing praise that meant more than anything. Being called "Tough" meant more to me than I could say and has stuck with me. I remember being a moron and getting a PR in the gym class mile on the day of a Leominster meet. Yeah, that sucked.

Sometimes I wish I had all those memories and more on a dvd or something I could watch when I feel like it.
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[15 Jun 2007|02:00pm]
This is a rediculously easy way to earn a little money. I signed up awhile back and I just got my first check.. a whopping 3 bucks but its a start. If you have time to kill, all they want you to do is fill out dumb surveys and they send you checks. Its 2 dollars a survey. Check it out.

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Faith Fest 2007 [22 Mar 2007|01:56pm]

SOBO Faith Fest '07

WHERE: Constitution Square. Located in  downtown South Boston, Virginia (Halifax County)

WHEN:  May 19, 2007 12:00 PM to 9:00 PM

FREE of charge. There will be activities, music, entertainment, concessions, and fellowship throughout the day.

Every year there are several festivals in our area celebrating different aspects of our county, but the one thing that is most worthy of a celebration is our God. Give me a moment to share about Faith Fest ’07.

Faith Fest ’07 will be held on Saturday, May 19, in Constitution Square. The organizers are preparing for a non-denominational day of family, fellowship and local groups performing Christian music in the bandstand.

Capping off the day’s festivities will be a performance by Canadian Christian praise band “Downhere”. Their popular recording of “A Better Way” is receiving extensive play on stations such as KLOVE.

Wanting to find a way to involve the public in celebrating the opening of The Youth Center, a Sunday night open house for the area’s youth to gather, play games and interact in an atmosphere of Christian fellowship, the idea grew until it ultimately became a true leap of faith. Downhere was booked before the first penny of sponsorship money was acquired.

“We know that God is blessing this endeavor and we are moving ahead knowing that this will come together,” said Faith Fest ’07 chairman Kenny Collins. Joining him on the organizing committee are Bonita Nelson and Pastor David Berry. Donations of any size will be appreciated, but if you are able we are offering sponsorships. Sponsorship participation will include logos on a huge banner across the front of the bandstand in Constitution Square and recognition in other advertising. Bronze sponsors are asked to donate $100 to $250, silver sponsors $251 to $500 and gold sponsors $501 and up.

Checks may be made payable to The Worship Center to be tax deductible donations and mailed to 1731 Haskins St., South Boston, VA 24592. Please join us in Faith Fest ’07. If you have any questions, feel free to contact Bonita Nelson at (434) 222-7366 or Kenny Collins at (434) 579-2483.

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Cheesecake to die for!!! [25 Feb 2007|02:31pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

This recipe is a favorite here... pretty easy too! 
You do need a springform pan.  
Im going to make it tomorrow without the p/butter and chocolate. Hopefully it will come out ok.

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Victory Junction Gang Benefit Run [01 Nov 2006|12:16pm]
[ mood | energetic ]

On December 3rd I am going to be running a half marathon to benefit the Victory Junction Gang camp in NC. It's a great cause. 

"The Victory Junction Gang Camp is a year round camp that strives to enrich the lives of children ages 7 to 15 with chronic medical conditions or serious medical illnesses. Exciting, fun and empowering experiences at the camp are life-changing and take place in a safe and medically sound environment.

The camp was founded in June of 2004 by Kyle and Pattie Petty, in honor of their son Adam. The camp is surrounded by beautiful hardwood forest in the Piedmont Triad of North Carolina on 72 acres donated by Richard and Lynda Petty. The camp operates solely on donations of generous corporations, organizations and individuals.

Creative programming and activities make the experience an unforgettable time for each and every camper. A child enjoys activities at the full size gymnasium, silver theater, arts and crafts centers, marina, water park, horse garage, and of course the Adams' Race Shop. The NASCAR theme is prevalent throughout the camp, exposing the campers to the fun world of NASCAR including sights, sounds and the feel of a true race track!"

I know its a tough time of year for people to give money but I would appreciate it if anyone could donate anything to support me in this.  Our money is super tight too but it is so amazing to be able to use something I love (running) to earn money for some kids who have had a tough life. Just think about it.


Want to donate or help? Simply go to the link below:


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Enough is Enough. [03 Aug 2006|10:52am]
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[08 Jun 2006|01:28pm]
[ mood | complacent ]

So I was thinking of something I can do from home to help with our financial situation... and my mom mentioned Medical Transcription.. apparently it's only a few more classes than I had to take for the pharmacy tech thing. I called the school up and because of my 4.0 when I graduated and our income and the baby I wont have to pay all that much. Im not sure exactly how much we'd have to pay but I think it wouldnt be alot. So Im all excited at the prospect of having something I can actually do besides the mom thing and I tell chris and he's "blah" about it. I tell my dad and he makes this awful face when I mention him watching Riley while Im in school. And then he starts in about can I even find a job doing that around here because the economy in this area is so bad.

Its like no one is supporting me. I need to do something. I cant just sit at home do laundry and change diapers while we cant even pay our bills let alone save money to move the hell oput of my parents house.

Its so frustrating. I know I do so much with Riley but I dont feel worth very much as a contributing member of this family.

Moms should be paid for being moms. And not just in kisses and hugs.

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